Something that has been bothering me lately, besides all my life issues, is the one verse that God keeps putting in my mind to go back to. Sometimes (not all the time) I just ask Him for a Word and I'll read it. Lately, it's been repetitive - the verse Matthew 11:6 keeps popping up... "Blessed is the man who does not fall away on account of me."
It's a mere sentence of 13 words. Not much, no profound passionate sentence... but it has a deeper meaning. It's God's way of saying that even though I refuse to listen to Him right now (which clearly even by writing this blog I'm 'listening'), He's trying to encourage me, I guess.
I really am at the point right now where I'm refusing to open up my heart & my eyes. I'm refusing to listen, and to 'be still and know that He is God'. I know He's there, I just can't feel Him. Things have gotten so bad that I have no emotion left.
Lord, I pray that you'd strengthen me and show me your light once again. I pray that I'd be able to speak in to others lives and KNOW that I am a living testimony of what I'm praying for - not some Christian who has issues and yet is praying for another person who has the same issues. God I pray I can serve you every moment of every day for the rest of my life, and that you remind me that this is not the end - it's just the beginning. Thankyou Lord, Amen.
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